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the rest is just whenever
I wasn’t able to foresee Tetris would get me so much addicted to it.I badly need to cool down.palsy-walsy SAID: Isa pa, I'm not talking behind your back. Oo, pinag-uusapan ka namin minsan, but it's all about your beauty. Yung ayos mo nung prom, yung gown mo, kung magkano estimated value nung gown. Sabi ko nga sayo, inggit ako sa beauty mo. Ang totoo nyan, hindi naman kasi talaga kita inaaway. Inaasar ko lang si Ken kadalasan. Hindi ko alam na he'll take everything seriously. Sana sinabi nya sakin. Hindi yung nagkagulo-gulo na. Hindi kita pinaplastik Precious, sinisigurado ko yan sayo. *endI’m sorry if I cannot talk to you the way you expect me to do. I have to be honest na mainit ang ulo ko right now. We can talk personally and discuss these things out some other time. palsy-walsy SAID: Next thing is the 'grade issue'. Ang pinakanatatandaan ko lang na pagkukumparang ginawa ko, scores nyo ni Ken. Hindi scores NATIN. Inaasar ko sya kapag mas mataas ka sakanya. Wala talaga kong natatandaang kinumpara ko scores mo sa scores ko. Kung meron man, wala akong sinabing dapat mas mataas ang ranking ko sayo, sigurado ko yun. Tska, hindi ako bitter sa'yo. Naiinggit ako sa kagandahan mo, halos naman lahat sa room, pero hindi ako bitter. Ano bang dahilan ko para maging bitter? Si Ken? *3rdSome persons told me what you just said when you cried because of your ranking. So please don’t tell me na wala kang sinabi. palsy-walsy SAID: Alam kong ako yung pinatatamaan mo, e hindi naman kasi ganun e. Una muna, yung huli kong post, hindi yun para sa'yo nor kay Ken. Pangalawa, hindi kita pinaplastik. Binabati kita dahil naaaliw ako sayo. Lalo pa't napakaamo ng mukha mo tas kinakamusta ka pa nila tita sakin. Pangatlo, nung sinabi ko kay Ken yung "e bakit kayo nag-away?", pabiro ang tono ko nun -__- Pang-apat, yung kay Aubrhie, pabiro ko din yun at kahit itanong mo kina Ivy, sinigaw ko pa yung "JOKE LAAANG!" *second partI don’t know what your last post is. If you fancy me, then why are you talking behind my back? Explain the grade issue if you want but as of now, your words aren’t valid to me. I just don’t understand na kung bakit sa dami dami ng tao sa Einstein, e ako pa yung binanggit mong pangalan. Why is it that when there’s an issue with you, it has to be me? Why is it na way back before, alam mo naman palang may gusto na saakin si Ken, e lakad ka saakin ng lakad kay Kenneth. You always tell me what Neth is telling you but you never tell me what Ken did. Binigay mo pa saakin yung number ni Kim noon. And you always tease me with my tumblr crushes. Everything just doesn’t make sense. I’m always nice to you but I, just, don’t know what to feel anymore. By the way, I believe that jokes are always half-meant. Always. And oh, I’m sorry for my words but I just can’t help but let them out. I need to post this so I can be fair to your side. Do you even know what the word “general” means?You might want to go over my post again and check if your eyes did trick you or not. ‘Cause as far as I know, ang mga terms na ‘ang mga lalaki’ and ‘kayo’ don’t refer to a particular person only. Would you mind if I ask you if you know what ‘specific’ means? ‘Cause with what you’re saying and what you’re trying to make yourself believe, it seems like you need to have some teaching lessons focusing on speech. It’s a shame na ikaw, sinasabi mong ‘in general ang mga pinopost ko dito’ na wala kang pinapatamaan or whatsoever, then magiging ganyan kakitid yung pag-iisip mo? There’s no need to tell a group of people what you just thought you found out. Primarily because, you are not involved and I don’t even give 0.0000000000000001 ounce of care if you’re concerned or not. If only I could tell you the names of girls who are having the same problem, then you would not make your false heaven knowing na hindi isang tao ang pinapatamaan ko. You need not to be a sissy and frankly ask someone, “E bakit kayo nag-away?”. Oh there. Analyze carefully what this post is and you’ll know the exact opposite of what I’m telling you, ‘general’. Yea. ‘Cause this post is addressed to a certain person. And you know who you are. At grabe ‘teh. You need not to laugh hysterically after saying someone’s prettier than me. I know there are lots of girls lovelier than me but that’s not a problem of mine. What I’m pointing is, you have no right to laugh at me like what you did and idagdag pa na sa ibang mga tao mo pa ginawa yun. You should try comparing yourself to me. And after you do that, spend a lot of thinking ‘cause I think you should realize that you have no right to mock me. Eh kung pagtawanan din kaya kita? I wish to talk to you in person but as of now, the words keep on flowing and it’s rushing rapidly. I need more containers. Good thing my hands started typing. I’m done, sick and tired of you. Of you being plastic to me. Of you being bitter to me. If you don’t like me, say it to my face. Hindi yung babatiin mo pa ako madalas and ako naman tong si ngiti not knowing na you’re talking behind my back. Tell me if you don’t like me and you can be rest assured na I won’t talk to you ever. I won’t even look at you or talk about you, ever. Everything that has been between us will all be consummately gone. Just don’t be untrue to me. Oh and one thing na pinalampas ko, the ‘grade issue’. Don’t tell na dapat e mas mataas pa ang ranking mo kaysa sa akin just because mas mataas ka saakin sa quizzes and activities lamang sa AdChem. In case you’re not aware, which seems to be the case, isang partition lamang sa isang subject ang tinaas mo saakin and that wouldn’t make your average grade even a point higher than mine. Isang subject lang pala ang tinaas mo saakin eh, bakit, nakita mo ba yung iba kong scores sa di hamak na mas maraming subjects kaysa sa pinaglalaban mo? You do not know how to think. All you know is to bring people down. I don’t want to be rude to you but far more than that, I don’t want to be the kind of person that you are; PLASTIC. "Love, by its laws, desires us to enjoy a happiness that never ends."
—from Alejo Carpentier’s novel, The Kingdom in This World (via afilmandlitlover)(via bookmania) |